moving out

these days, there are alot of things occupied my mind. moving to one city to another, and getting to know that there are some things that have been restored somewhere around the old and hidden places and never been used properly. it is not easy to pack the unpack things, especially when you realize how much you have attached yourself into the place. indeed, home is the first universe.

there are boxes to fill, papers to tear and stuff to be cleaned. looking at the amount of the things that have been accumulated in my place, i can recall all the dreams and plans i had in my mind when i decided to collect these things, or to keep it in here. now that i have to move out, there is optimism in the air, yet in the same time, i feel ironic to know that to certain point, human can not meet all the boundaries of time space. these things i restored, some remain untouched, the one which once was picked with full of inspiration. it looks different now, since i have to put it aside since my space and time have been occupied with the following things or plans. as i clean the place, i have myself uprooted from the closeness and familiarity which i have been embedded all these times.

there is no short cut

how many times people always try to say that there is no shortcut in learning process. that people should possess an inextricably endurance throughout the journey, because gaining knowledge is never been an easy task on humanity. a friend of mine had just enforced me to focus on the positive side of the journey instead of dragging the never ending 'why question' in my mind. it would only put myself to give weight on the negative side and lose determination to bring the best from the given condition. well...as a sophomore who is standing almost in the end of this institutionalized-studious journey, my immortality has caused me to consciously figuring out what should i have done to make things better. and better. despite of the effort i've been pouring down, i should regard the present result as the beginning of the coming long journey ahead. it is not a period mark which ends a sentence. yet, it is put as a period to mark the begin of new sentences. and for that, i'm grateful.

indeed, there is always things need to be reconciled. regardless of what ever it is, the present time does not require an immediate understanding and better comprehension. time is all i need.